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lagu ini buat orang yang aku sayang…

maap ya kalo perasaan ini mengganggu…

"The Blowers Daughter"

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes…

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We’ll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower’s daughter
The pupil in denial

I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes off of you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes…

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can’t take my mind off of you
I can’t take my mind off you
I can’t take my mind off of you
I can’t take my mind off you
I can’t take my mind off you
I can’t take my mind…
My mind…my mind…
‘Til I find somebody new

hahahaha….kesalahan untuk sayang sama kamu…bego yach!sudahlah…terlanjur…apa boleh buat,perasaan emang gak bisa dipaksa-in.aku tau banget soal itu…

nyebelin banget kalo inget kamu yang sekarang…rasanya seperti dimanfaatkan…gak juga sih…tapi…

hueeeeee~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

aku gak ngerti…..

huuummm….apaan ya???refleksi diri ku tercermin nie di lagu ini…

"Reflection"

Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you’ll never know me
Every day
It’s as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

I am now
In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What’s inside my heart
And be loved for who I am

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don’t know?
Must I pretend that I’m
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

There’s a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why

Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I’m forced to hide?
I won’t pretend that I’m
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?

kapan ya????

aku belakangan ini…

sibuk

tugas

ngabisin uang

error human yg besar

butuh pencerahan…

sekian

. (titik)

beberapa malam yang lalu, impian gue yang hampir mustahil dilakukan terwujud…apakah itu???

bisa nikmatin hanabi bareng-bareng ‘ano hito’, yah..walaw dia gak disebelahku,tapi kita berada di bawah langit yang sama, merasakan udara dingin yang sama, hihihi….klise…

janji,itu yg gue inget, bareng-bareng liat kembang api pas tanabata…*yah..walaw pun cuma tanabat boong2an gak kayak di jepang…soalnya tanabata yg asli kan bulan juli (kl ga salah)* walaw gak bareng2 lagi,hal itu terwujud,gak nyangka…

malem itu bener2 indah,dan menyenangkan…walaw agak sedikit sebel karena dia lebih perhatian ke seseorang yang lain ketimbang aku….*so what?!* ya,ya aku sadar kok dah gak punya hak lagi buat sebel ato kesel…kehidupan kita sekarang udah jalan sendiri2….*yuuuukkk….!*

sudahlah…

Gabrielle - Out of reach

Knew the signs, wasn’t right

I was stupid for a while

Swept away, by you

And now I feel like a fool

So confused

My heart’s bruised

Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far

I never had your heart

Out of reach, couldn’t see

We were never meant to be

Catch myself, from despair

I could drown, if I stay here

Keeping busy every day

I know I will be OK

But I was

So confused

My heart’s bruised

Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far

I never had your heart

Out of reach, couldn’t see

We were never meant to be

So much hurt so much pain

Takes a while to regain

What is lost inside

And I hope that in time

You’ll be out of my mind

I’ll be over you

But now I’m

So confused

My heart’s bruised

Was I ever loved by you?

Out of reach, so far

I never had your heart

Out of reach, couldn’t see

We were never meant to be

Out of reach so far, so far

You never gave your heart

In my reach, I can see

There’s a life out there for me

hmmmm…….dalem gak sih…???sampe nangis deh dengernya!*hehehe…dasar cewek cengeng*…=p tapi,tapi,tapi,cewek kan sangat amat diperbolehkan nangis…*iya,tp klo keingetan sama yang gak penting trus nagis kan bego namanya!*…tapi ternyata aku masih sayang bgt lho ma dia…*duh..kasian deh,mikirin satu orang sampe gak bisa liat org lain,kasian…* >>>>>>ini percakapan monolog yang terjadi di dalam hatiku…fiuh….

gimana ya??lagunya bener2 dalem sih…pertanyaan2 yg ada di lagu ini itu semuanya pertanyaan2 yg sering aku tanyain ke diriku sendiri dan ke orangnya tentu,,,tapi gak pernah ada jawaban…hix…nangis lagi deh!TxT

*So confused

My heart’s bruised

Was I ever loved by you?*

aku gak akan pernah bisa memiliki hatinya dan dia gak akan pernah menyerahkan hatinya padaku,wuih….njero…heheheh….tapi kehidupan ku tetep jalan…

*Catch myself, from despair

I could drown, if I stay here

Keeping busy every day

I know I will be OK*

ya….kehidupanku tetep jalan….

*Out of reach so far, so far

You never gave your heart

In my reach, I can see

There’s a life out there for me*

tapi…..rasa kecewa trus menghinggapi,rasa sayang trus menghantui…(alah!ga penting!)hehehehe….

‘ano hito’…kamu baca blog ku tidak?kamu tau gak sih kalo ini teh yang lagi omongin itu kamu…

hehehehe….missing u so…jangan benci aku ya…